Home-made sushi and Starbucks frap... breakfast of a lazy college student before his move back into the busy college life... Heated up to the right temperature so that the sushi just barely melts in his mouth... along side with the brisky starbucks frap makes waking up at 1 pm that much more satisfying... eating and enjoying this wonderful meal he lounges around and watches TV shows off ninjavideo... for an hour or so... maybe a movie if there's one of interest... and the day begins!
I cannot imagine what i would be like if i didn't have a job this summer. While my brother was at summer school... i was keeping myself busy and making money... but if i didn't have the job?? oh man... i guess i would find something to do... but i'd be a complete mess. The only thing that's keeping me going is school... (and prison break season 4 this monday... can i get an omg?... o.m.g. thanks rofl...) thus i justifies me being a complete bum for this week... and some of next week... where i'll be cleaning the pitiful space called 'my room'... which isn't TOO bad... but it's definitely gotten worse since i stopped working... mainly the food remains on my desk... though i clean it here and there (when it gets too cluttered to eat dinner on my desk hahaha)... like right now theres... an almost empty bag of cheez-its... few snapple bottles... starbucks frap bottles...a knife from when i went to cluck U... and a wrapper that belonged to this power bar made by chex mix called the Turtle... it's really really good surprisingly... (i just threw out the wrapper... dont worry i'm not that lazy)... so yes... i wouldn't say that this is the best way of living... lounging all day... watching tv shows... movies... playing video games... and the occasional exercise hour... very occasional.... lol I don't plan on being one of those lazy bums who just sits around and gains weight... i'm proud that i maintain a weight range that fluctuates day to day yes... but always is in the same range... and yes i weigh myself same time everyday -being after i shower... though it prolly varies since my sleep schedule is random.
So basically... i'm a bum for the next week... still... damn it's wednesday already... oh well...
In the future i want to experience one of those full mirror walls.... you know the ones that dancers use... not that i haven't seen one in action... but i actually want to use one myself! One of my guilty pleasures is actually dancing to music in my room! xD though i usually take out my old glowsticks and play around with those... and it's pretty cool to watch myself in what mirrors i have in my room, which are actually a decent size... but there really isn't much floor space per say... thus it limits a few things in my movement... and yes... i rave with the lights off... it's really amazing... really... Though i hope i can expand my horizons some time in the future... maybe learn some new techniques... and maybe teach some others... speaking of which... last semester i tried teaching one of my friends in my dorm hall how to rave... as easy as it is for me... some people have a hard time lol... i really dont know how i picked up so easily... or maybe i just dont remember when i was a big fat noob at raving... yeah that's prolly it... hehehe
I think the best benefit of sleeping a lot, beyond the obvious satisfaction of rest and the benefits that come with rest, is dreaming. On these last lazy summer days i've been indulging in my last sleeping binges before i head back into the weeks of sleep depravity and late nights. So of course with tons of sleep i dream a bunch, sometimes 2-3 dreams that... I consider to be separate, but pretty sure in my memory were all jumbled together somehow. I do wish that dreams actually meant something... though random they may be, they usually deal with something i've seen in the previous day, but the dream could be about something TOTALLY different, but still related to whatever happened in the previous day... actually... thinking about it, dreams can be of anything... to think i was actually trying to categorize dreams... heh... I'm sure it's different for everyone. Dreams deal with things that revolve around our lives... never has to be specific, but i'd say 90% of my dreams have some part of my life in them... a person, an object, event, etc...
I'm sure we all wonder what the purpose of our dreams are... at least i surely wish some dreams were reality... as foolish as it sounds... i've actually had dreams that almost had me thinking it was real... on the other hand... all our dreams prolly feel like they're real and only till we awake from them do we realize it was just a dream. I remember having a dream long time ago about me like failing a test... and i was like SOOO worried in my dream... then when i woke up and it was like the day i was going to find out my grade... but i definitely had a huge sigh of relief on my mind... those kinds of dreams are freakin scary man... thankfully i dont think i had failed the test... lol but yeah those dreams where everything goes your way... or it feels like you can stay in that place forever... i love those dreams... cept when you're out of the dream... it like snaps you back into reality and basically disappoints your mind... =(
Anywayssss... guess that really didn't have much of a point...
Right now... i really can't say how i feel about life. There really isn't anything big going on... so i wouldn't say i'm sad or anything... but not happy happy as i would like to be. Though as always... it's the little things that add up to make happiness... so i guess there haven't been many small things?? Some things just never follow through unfortunately... I look forward to keeping myself busy at school... but for the next two weeks i'm going to just bum around... watch movies... be lazy... and bask in relaxation! xDD (everyone's gone/going back already =((( )
I'll leave you with this video that i saw awhile back... but i watched randomly while writing this and well... it's just awesome hahahah
Right now i'm thinking about how long this post is going to be... or potentially it could be... I haven't posted in a few weeks and i'm kinda disappointed i couldn't because i had a buncha things i wanted to write about and i think i forgot a handful of them.
My lack of posting has been contributed to a bunch of things... mainly that my brother came home from his college summer course... and i've been hanging out with him excessive amounts since this is one of our last times together for a long time... since he's graduating this fall and then probably getting a job and moving out of the house etc etc etc... along with the fact that i won't be home consistently for a long time as due to the fact that i'll be switching between co-ops and school for the next 3 years...
I'm curious as to what it's going to be like... going on coops and switching back to school... considering the fact that potentially half of my school peers aren't going to be at school when i am... and vise versa when i'm on coop... thus will I not really talk to them?? or even see them for that matter?!?! that's kinda strange to think about... to know someone for a year and half.. then sorta stop seeing each other due to technicalities... i mean then you bring in the power of facebook... which... as my brother was saying fills in for a buncha different things as i'm sure you know... for pictures... small talk... or real talk... and all those little things facebook provides us with lol...
(though i'm not totally keen on the new facebook layout... whenever it randomly pops up... i stick with the old facebook... new facebook is just ew.... like taking a pepperoni pizza and eating it with peanut butter..... or something like that)
Anyways it's sorta sad that everyone's already going back to college so soon... and started classes too... like... damn... at NEU we start later than everyone else... then get back earlier than everyone else... go figure eh... maybe we're just smarter.. and learn faster n stuff... lolz... (or it's because we dont get "Fall Break" and other BS days off) So i'm stuck around till September 5th... which surprisingly is coming up really fast... but i suppose it was going to come inevitably... this summer's been a freakin long one... 4 months... and maybe a little more... it's hard to think back to the beginning... i was pretty much a bum... sleeping till 3-4 PM... going to sleep really early in the morning... getting around 12 hours of sleep... i'll definitely miss it come this fall... where i have 8 AM classes.... ughhhhhh... though i can say this summer didn't go to a full waste being a bum... i got a bunch of money from working for my dad's company... which was very generous... my dad's company actually wanted to pay a generous amount... in order to keep taxes down... since he's made so much money this year already... but i guess i don't really mind. Money's money and i plan to spend it wisely! err i mean save it... wisely... yeah... anyways thinking back i just remembered going to Florida for a bit... then training for the 5K run... and watching the greatest StarCraft players in the world play while i worked... good times! man time flies doesn't it?
I guess it's good to look back... considering i've been quite occupied lately...
On another note my uncle is now Cancer FREE which is amazingly awesome... to actually be "cured" of cancer must be just the best news in the world. I'm happy for that definitely. I saw him when i went to Florida and he was just getting through with the Chemotherapy... he wasn't eating much and had lost a lot of weight... but by the time i left he was showing improvements in eating habits and the such.... All i can say is Thank You God! I had actually brought it up as a prayer request in my small group when i had received the news last semester... it's always a joy to know prayer goes a long way.
Yeah... i'm tired right now... and i gotta wake up tomorrow to say bye to my brother at the airport.... this post has been QUITE random i'm sure... but i didn't feel like making is dedicated to one topic alone since it's been awhile... If you actually read all of it... or even half of it... well... then you're cool in my books. =]
Haven't had much time to post recently. Bro's been home which means quality family time, since it's probably one of the last... prolonged periods i will see him. It's always an interesting time when the whole family gets together... but apart it seems things are more peaceful... but i do love family feuds once in awhile hehehe though preferably with me not involved... which it use to be... but not so much anymore thankfully. Family fighting is the best of any type of tension between a set few people. This is for the reason that after the smokes cleared and people get their space... it seems that all is forgiven... though sometimes not said verbally.. it's sorta implied... to just move on and forget about whatever small difference that each other had. Maybe it's because after all the years of fighting everyone involved knows what leads to what and it's just not worth the stress/hassle of actually keeping a small 'grudge' against family members.
Though of course there are times where there are bitter arguments to the point where "the big guns" come out... i'm sure you know what i'm talking about... the comments that hit deep down and bring out the worst kind of rage in people... the bickering back and forth just feeds the fire for some massive explosion where people stop talking to each other until someone 'apologizes' to another... thankfully i haven't seen anything of the type in my family for a loooonggg time... but when i was younger i witnessed such firefights between my rents.... and had my own battles... versus my brother... I'm not usually the one to really be persistent about arguing, i'd rather just walk it off and just cool down than waste my breathe in something that isn't worth it. I remember a couple unique situations where i've popped... where i've just raged at a family member trying to prove a point... i think it runs in my family... to fight with passion at certain things... i dunno... it comes and goes i guess.... though i have also just straight out bolted out my house to take a walk and 'cool down'... so depends on the situation or if i feel like shouting my face off lol...
Family matters have cooled down since i went to college though. House fights are rarer... or their just shorter and are brushed away like dust on the floor. I guess you learn your family eventually and things just run a lot more smoother... I like it though.
Anyways i wanna write more about family foundations for relationships, but i'll save that for another post... =]
Thanks for reading,
DYung
PS - We tried cooking Pad Thai for dinner.... EPIC FAILZ (though we recovered it with some typical Chinese cooking add-ins)... i can't wait to go back to boston for some quality lunch/dinner food dates... oh and cooking... i'll prolly end up doing a buncha that (Lol)....
