Sunday, August 24, 2008

Dreams...

I think the best benefit of sleeping a lot, beyond the obvious satisfaction of rest and the benefits that come with rest, is dreaming. On these last lazy summer days i've been indulging in my last sleeping binges before i head back into the weeks of sleep depravity and late nights. So of course with tons of sleep i dream a bunch, sometimes 2-3 dreams that... I consider to be separate, but pretty sure in my memory were all jumbled together somehow. I do wish that dreams actually meant something... though random they may be, they usually deal with something i've seen in the previous day, but the dream could be about something TOTALLY different, but still related to whatever happened in the previous day... actually... thinking about it, dreams can be of anything... to think i was actually trying to categorize dreams... heh... I'm sure it's different for everyone. Dreams deal with things that revolve around our lives... never has to be specific, but i'd say 90% of my dreams have some part of my life in them... a person, an object, event, etc...

I'm sure we all wonder what the purpose of our dreams are... at least i surely wish some dreams were reality... as foolish as it sounds... i've actually had dreams that almost had me thinking it was real... on the other hand... all our dreams prolly feel like they're real and only till we awake from them do we realize it was just a dream. I remember having a dream long time ago about me like failing a test... and i was like SOOO worried in my dream... then when i woke up and it was like the day i was going to find out my grade... but i definitely had a huge sigh of relief on my mind... those kinds of dreams are freakin scary man... thankfully i dont think i had failed the test... lol but yeah those dreams where everything goes your way... or it feels like you can stay in that place forever... i love those dreams... cept when you're out of the dream... it like snaps you back into reality and basically disappoints your mind... =(

Anywayssss... guess that really didn't have much of a point...

Right now... i really can't say how i feel about life. There really isn't anything big going on... so i wouldn't say i'm sad or anything... but not happy happy as i would like to be. Though as always... it's the little things that add up to make happiness... so i guess there haven't been many small things?? Some things just never follow through unfortunately... I look forward to keeping myself busy at school... but for the next two weeks i'm going to just bum around... watch movies... be lazy... and bask in relaxation! xDD (everyone's gone/going back already =((( )



I'll leave you with this video that i saw awhile back... but i watched randomly while writing this and well... it's just awesome hahahah


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